I’m so tired lately. Can’t figure out what is going on with it. I wake up exhausted, liked I just exercised for a week, about 12pm I’ll be all awake and then by 9pm I’m ready to crash. Wish I knew what was going on, ‘cause it’s starting to become annoying.

Still in e-mail contact with the guy. Not sure what’s going on there. Just think I’ll keep it casual.

Stupid me, right? Just can’t face the fact that I’m alone here in NH w/o friends to hang out with, w/o a social life. It’s just hard, and I really think it’s not fair, but there are people out there with worse problems than mine. So, I just kinda “suck it up and deal” and move on. No sense worrying, being mad about circumstances you cannot change. It’s just kinda lonely. Not helping is that everyone I know is in a committed relationship. Oh, well, it’s been that way for as long as I can remember, so I ought to be used to the fact that I’m alone.

I want to go to Salem, MA, with people in October (it’s fun then), and I can’t find anyone who will go. People s*ck.

Work is going better. Like my job, like most of my co-workers most of the time(!) and it’s still a fun job to come to everyday. I’ve not been able to say that of all my jobs, so I consider it lucky that I can say it about this job.